2008

Its been a poxt year, lost Judy and Max (dogs) and lost my dad. My mum is in remission for cancer, I dont know how much I can take of this year.

Its totally broken my heart this year, it gets weaker and weaker and I know it will take me one day.

If I lose me mam I will overdose, as Kenny said "wots the bloody point..........." No man or living person will match the best friendship I have with my mother. I moan and nag with her but I couldn't imagine not speaking to her at least once a day. I lost my best mate at school, he passed away due to an illness, the only thing I have to remember him by is the mark on my forehead, it bloody hurt bashin my head on that wall, but I forgive him for that as we were kids an I luved him he didnt deserve to go so young, I luved you and was heartbroken when I found out you had passed away, we spent a lot of time together and when I meet you again you will get a great big hug even if ya scarred me, it makes me remember you, you didnt deserve to go and I wish I was there with you xxx

Never said this before but loved you David xxxxxxxxx

If my best friend my mum goes then so do I.

Max

I sit here looking at the picture of me and Max and I am totally heartbroken about her.

I just wish that she was still here, it tears me up to not have her begging for milk, I so fukin miss her, she was the world to me, she meant so much to me more than any man could.

I have seen you in my dreams with your little legs crossed and hope you are well, it hurts so much that I cant kiss you anymore, I long to see you again and cannot wait to do this.

I miss you Max, my little girl and will kiss you so much when we meet again xxxxx

Alfie!

Awwwwwwwww

Me mam an Alfie!

Say hello to...........

ALFIE!!

Derek Live!

Well yes I went to see Derek live! He is a lot smaller in real life. To be honest I was a bit disapointed to say the least. He struggled a lot of the time, not like on the telly where he seems to amaze you cause he knows so much! Think he was pissed off cause we didnt get the names he kept coming out with, the usual 'died of a heart attack/cancer/car crash' etc

I did enjoy seeing him but in real life and off the telly they just aint the same........