Death

I am gonna be dead morbid now and talk about death. I often wonder what actually happens when we die? Do we see a white light? I think so, I also think that we float out of our bodies and look down on ourselves. I read somewhere once that you lose weight when you die, this is due to your sole leaving your body. I try and think about death but I cant, its wierd but I cannot give it any thought (as to what happens) its as if we are not allowed to know.

People always ask other people "are you scared of dying?" Its not that I am scared of it, more so the 'cant breathe' bit. The fear of struggling for breath is worse for me. We all die in the end, I would like to pass away in my sleep, but I feel that I wont.

All the years we have lived and learnt things, will be gone. Its a strange subject to talk about, but one thats interesting.

I think I have psychic powers too, the sort of powers that you have but have not been trained to use. I feel that I have a guardian angel with me most of the time. I have also been possessed a couple of times too (that was painful!) People think im loopy when I say I was possessed, I was screaming "get out" while in my bed (no it wasnt a man! lol) It might sound strange but it was so draining, I felt knackered.