Derek!

Off to see Derek Achora live on Monday!!

Cant wait!!!

Me dad told me somethin only we know, so if he comes through I will know its him!

Max

I miss u so much my little baby XxX

Max

God I miss you so much my baby XxX

Gone but will never be forgotten XxX

I so want to kiss those sexy lips with them eyelashes flickin at me. Miss you so much XxX

Max and my nephew Matt

XxX We loved you XxX

Max :'(

We lost our little girl on Sunday the 5th October one day before her sister Judy passed away in March (that was the 6th)

She fell ill after the operation that she had, we took her back to the vets and they kept her in. She was so weak and it fukin broke my heart, she went in her pink coat and never left there...........

We went to see her everyday bar one, she seemed to have perked up on the Saturday, waggin her little tail and wantin a kiss. I phoned at night after we had been to be told that she was trying to leave her cage, we dont know if that was her trying to come home which makes it harder that she wasnt with us.

We went on Sunday and she was worse, I think its true that you perk up and then get worse. When I saw her she dead eyed me as if to say why have you brought me here. She was a lot worse, her bladder had swelled and she looked so sad. The vet said he could do other things like a blood transfusion to try and make her better but lookin at her she had had enough. It broke my heart to have to have her go to sleep. We couldnt let her suffer no more, it was in her eyes that she had enough.

To hold our little girl whilst she was put to sleep teared me apart, after she had gone i kissed her and let her know that if we could have done anything to save her we would have.

I still miss her now, little things like kisses and beggin for milk. Its so hard, it was before her time and its not fair, I would have spent any amount of money to keep her here with us but I couldnt see her in pain for our selfish needs.

I have had a terrible 2008 and I cant wait for it to end..........

Goodbye Max...............

With heavy hearts; and a tear in our eyes
after all these years; we must say goodbye
Please understand; we've done all we could
if there was anything we could do; you know we would

I'm sitting right here; gently rub your ears
while I talk to you softly; trying to hold back the tears
The memories you gave us; we'll never forget
especially the ones; of the day we all met

One last hug; and one last kiss
you have no idea; how much you'll be missed
To look into your eyes; this one last time
you tell me it's ok; you know it's your time

Close your eyes now; and go to sleep
we'll pray to the Lord; you're soul he'll keep
Go in peace now; our good friend
we'll stay right here with you; until the end

Dream of that special day and time
when we'll meet at the Bridge; and all will be fine
We'll run and play; side by side
with a soft warm feeling; deep down inside

Your memory will live on; in each one of us
you'll always be number 1; to all of us
Have a safe journey; through the night
I promise when you awake; you'll be in God's light

So with heavy hearts; and tears in our eyes
just for now my friend; we say goodbye

Why our little girl?

You're filled with anger and disbelief
you ask why take your pet; she never hurt a leaf
Nothing makes sense; as you sit down and cry
but only the good Lord; can really say why

Into all our lives; a little rain must fall
and we must be strong; to answer that call
It usually happens; when are guard is down
then your feelings go on; a merry-go-round

You must hold on tight now; with all your might
because it's always darkest; before the light
Stop and take a look; down deep in your heart
it's there you'll find the strength; to make a new start

This isn't the end; you'll see her one day
and on that special day; you'll be together to stay

XxX We loved you XxX

If it should be that I grow frail and weak
And pain should keep me from my sleep,
Then will you do what must be done,
For this -- the last battle -- can't be won.
You will be sad I understand,
But don't let grief then stay your hand,
For on this day, more than the rest,
Your love and friendship must stand the test.
We have had so many happy years,
You wouldn't want me to suffer so.
When the time comes, please, let me go.
Take me to where to my needs they'll tend,
Only, stay with me till the end
And hold me firm and speak to me
Until my eyes no longer see.
I know in time you will agree
It is a kindness you do to me.
Although my tail its last has waved,
From pain and suffering I have been saved.
Don't grieve that it must be you
Who has to decide this thing to do;
We've been so close -- we two -- these years,
Don't let your heart hold any tears.

Get well Max

I love you so much, please get better XxXxXxXxXxXxXx

Max :'(

After Max had had her operation she took a turn for the worse and became very ill. We rushed her to the vets and there she remains being treated on a drip. We have visited her whilst she has been there and its broke my heart to see her ill again.

We went today and she was a lot more perky than previously, we gave her plenty of kisses to ensure she knows that we love her lots.

You try to stay positive about stuff like this but its so hard. So far this year I have lost Judy, me dad and now this. If I am honest I cant take much more.

If we lose Max it will kill me, I will have a breakdown, she is our baby and its too before her time to let her go.

Get better so I can kiss those sexy lips, tho dont you dare beg for anymore milk cause ya aint gettin any!! XxX